
oh shi–

In response to someone worrying about being good or knowing how:
That shit don’t matter,
Practice creativity
Just because you can.
Something glitched and things didn’t pop off.
You should check this out: this link over here
Something glitched and things didn’t pop off.
You should check this out: this link over here
Real talk, whenever I have a Hard Time with server stuff on this blog, I think to myself "what the fuck am i doing here" as I sometimes frustrate the hell out of myself. The past few days was one of those times as I troubleshot Something or Other and have Tech Support in my back pocket for advice and pointers (seriously, Digital Ocean Support Bench, thank you so much).
And I looked into other platforms. From having Someone Else manage this Classic/WordPress blog, to Something Completely Different with Ghost. Both are pretty solid options.
I didn’t like either.
For the former, I like having complete control over my stuff– even if that does some with the occasional headache and the consequences of my fuckups. I don’t have to jump hoops to do what I need (want) to do, more of less. And as for Ghost, it’s simple: I just didn’t like it. While I’ll definitely keep it in mind for recommendations and possible future, it doesn’t quite fit my current workflow.
So, hi. I had a moment. But it looks like I figured it out.
For now.
Other than that, sorry for the quietness. I’ve been dealing with offline stuff, which includes totaling my car. So that’s been fun.
Currently working on another snarky-like review, and here’s a preview for you:
What other updates I got?
And that’s all I got as the coffee finally gives out and I get my ass to bed to fight public transit in the morning. See ya later!
Context: this meme.
There are at least two layers of gay/queer/LGBTQ culture at work here.
So yeah, if you think the world revolves around your cishet ass, you’re gonna be lost.
And another reason to dislike Facebook regurgitating Tumblr posts.
A Toot
Before I nuked it, I got hit with one of those Facebook memories. As it goes, it was just a meme I SHARE’d real quick for two reasons:
I vaguely remember the FF fan group it was (re)posted in, and to my delight a lot of my fellow queer fans came out to have a kiki and appreciate this piece of freakin’ art:
But, alas, the majority of members were a straight bunch.
And they were shook.
Beside themselves.
Confused.
Harshing our freakin’ vibe with their insistence that a meme has to make sense for them, damn it! "I don’t get it!" most of them whined. "I know lesbians exist but why would this make a man gaaaaaaay? Why do our male members like this meme?????? How would this make me gaaaay?" because of course the complainers were straight men and everything has to revolve around them, even shitposts.
I called that, up there, the Shiva Snap. When you just know.
It’s who drag queens strive to be.
It’s for those who are all the stronger for being in touch with their feminine side.
It’s for those that appreciate femininity, regardless of gender. Gender be damned, really.
It’s for that tumblr user who witnessed the sheer fuck yes slay in that summoning sequence and just had to share this gospel through Tumblr and to the world. Look at the notes on this motherfucker. Put some respect on sodomymcscurvylegs’s (user)name.
It’s for those that, if you asked them, they’ll tell you why The Shiva Snap got them, specifically, and it is a varied and nuanced thing that some blogger can’t possibly pithily summarize.
One thing is clear: It’s for the queers.
I got it. They get it. We don’t need a whole dissertation on it.
But if you didn’t (and still don’t) get it:
Don’t worry your goofy head about it. It’s probably not for you. 🙂
This summarizes what I’ve been going through with Pink Pistols and a local gaming group. I sent this as a DM to a mod upon their request. Just read this or catch up with the previous entries, who cares, everything is terrible, 1312, can i just fuck off now
I should name some names, yolo and all that. Expect jokes and teeshirts about this, because you know we queers gotta kiki through the pain.
Fun, excuse to be fun, fun fun fun, let’s get on with this silly list. You don’t need a whole paragraph explainin’ this shit, I don’t care what the SEO plugin says. pop culture
When: May 5th, also May 6th if you’re extra evil
From: Star Wars
Nothing to see here. Cue hand thing.
When: July 4th
From: names-the-same-movie
Will Smith saved us from the aliens on this day!! Respect!!! He could have been at a BBQ!
Until America starts behaving I’m not celebrating that shit! Memorial Day and Juneteenth are more important to me, anyway.
When: Dec. 23rd
From: Seinfield
I will have any, and I mean any, excuse to decorate with strange objects, complain, and straight up tackle someone. I also enjoy the anti-consumerism angle it could have.
Frank: Many Christmases ago, I went to buy a doll for my son. I reached for the last one they had, but so did another man. As I rained blows upon him, I realized there had to be another way.
Kramer: What happened to the doll?
Frank: It was destroyed. But out of that a new holiday was born.
When: May 25th
From: Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy
I was enamoured with this series when I stumbled upon it in my high school library. And, you know, knowing where your towel is actually good advice… and more relevant the older you get.
TOWEL.JPG is here. Do you know where your towel is?
When: Jan 5th to Jan 10th
From: Garfield
As the name suggests, it celebrated being lazy. Garfield Wiki
That’s a message I can get behind. Also, capitalism hates it when we’re lazy. Cue the memes!
When: Aug 5th
From: IRL
Fade in the Water. ROLL (ed up in the) TIDE. The Alabama Sweet Tea Party. The Montgomery Massacre. The Riverboat Rumble. The Montgomery Melee.
No matter what they call it, Black people are talking about the big fight between a group of white men who attacked a Black dock worker and the Black people who swarmed in to defend him. NewsOne
I love us Blackfolx. We can make a holiday out of anything. And I live for this show of Black solidarity we were witness to on that fateful day in 2023. You fuck around, prepare to find the fuck out.
And then you got the ones where I just make up, or do something different.
When: Feb 28th
From: Xenosaga
Actually, this was already a thing as KOS-MOS’ Birthday. But I was grasping at something I can do for the Xenosaga franchise. My original idea leaned heavily on a fairly popular snark thing and… uh, let’s say the source material for that didn’t age well. Soooooo I decided to use the first game’s release date and uphold that instead. It’s safer. Makes me cringe less.
…and I still failed that Will Save Throw Whatever DnD Thing because it must be snarked. Dick jokes!! There is an uncomfortable amount of phallic imagery in that game! Dick. Jokes.
Enjoy the YouTube Video my settings Won’t Allow me to embed. Just as well, really.
When: Oct. 3rd (Series), July 21st (DYRL? movie)
From: Macross
Unfortunately, I’ve yet to come across the MM/DD of when the alien spaceship made a dent in the Earth (please comment if you did!). You know I’ll celebrate the airing of the first episode, and the option of one of my favorite movies as a bonus. Party twice! If you make a Mean Girls reference I will slap you and Tina Fey.
When: whenever the hell you want
From: Our Flag Means Death
I’ve only down here because I’ve yet to see it around, but it should totally be a thing! (And this shows that I’m not in the fandom… I should fix that?)
Anyway! Want to throw a party? Have that nagging feeling that you need a reason to have a party, but can’t think of one? Here it is. Just say it’s her birthday. She has a lot of birthdays. And no one really knows when her birthday actually is, so no one can call you out on it. It’s a perfect concept. … I mean yes I guess you can use the air date of that episode, but where’s the fun in that?!
Additionally, dress the part. That means D R A G, lovely!
When: third week of September
From: Me! (and Garfield– title is totally shambling around in its National Fat Week corpse)
It began as a joke while I was still on LiveJournal, early 2000s. I was so Mad About Shit, that I felt like I needed a whole week to complain about Shit. To vent. Because if you don’t vent, you fucking explode. I haven’t observed it in quite some time; due to Current Events we are bringing it back. We’ll discuss anger management as well because… take care of your health, y’all. Being mad is all well and good, but you have to control it like a fire.
Don’t burn out. Take deep breaths. Mark your calendars.
And it’s now that I tell you that there is an entire list of pop culture holidays (and TV Tropes has some!) so you can discover some of your own! I definitely need to observe more of them.
…Yeah, that was one rabbit hole I jumped into.
And there’s nothing stopping you from making up your own. For example, I just thought of "FUCK OFF WITH THE GUNS" Day (July 14th, Trailer Park Boys ep air date, quote from that guy that’s always yelling offscreen).
C’mon. Give it a try!
On January 1st, I deleted Facebook and I couldn’t be happier.
But when you’re not on Meta, it can be isolating.
You’re at a party and everyone is happily trading Instagram profiles, and the only thing you could offer reliably is…
…
nothing, actually.
Only gamers seem to know about Discord, and getting people on Signal is still like pulling teeth. Even a phone number could miss– there are still people out there that don’t disclose it for privacy reasons.
That happened to me during another icebreaker. We were sitting next to each other and they beat me to it, asking for my Instagram handle first. Unfortunately, I don’t use it in that capacity (more on that later). We eventually came to a compromise: email addresses. It’s been two months since I sent the first one.
…I’ve yet to receive a reply.
At the next shindig my contact info was just a TinyURL. It has the online places I actually frequent and ways to contact me.
…No new friends (yet).
And I tried sending someone a link to my personal website.
…I uh, got blocked? But that happened only once.
There’s always a failure rate to these things.
When I take it personally: no one wants to meet me where I am.
But actually, I think: No one wants to leave Meta.
It’s convenient. It’s popular. It’s what we know. All the organizations and queer peers are on there. So that’s why I caved and made an Instagram account. Where there’s a lack of RSS feed or newsletter, it’s my last resort. And I still miss important updates because nothing’s chronological, I’m drowning in ads, suggestions keep pestering me, and the whole thing like the rest of the modern web is user hostile.
I fucking hate it.
I may delete it out of spite in six months.
But I’m used to not having Facebook in my life now, and for a digital diet I’ve filled it with other things: GroundNews, tiny forums, my projects, Mastodon, a lot of Discord. I’m even giving Friendica a try (it is largely neglected). I’ve my messaging apps that also have a web or desktop client for when I want to use a full keyboard– it’s easier on my hands.
I think I’m only lonely because I miss certain people.
But also, it’s been oddly freeing. Instead of all those 200 friends, I got my chosen family and fellow weirdos. And the occasional stranger that crosses my path, goes "what’s up, doc?" and if we keep bumping into each other we even become friends!
I think that trade-off is worth it.
In short, I’m the Odd One Out and I am solidly in my Cryptid Era.
Which, cool.