nothing/spite/since the shoe fits

i made the mistake of paying close attention to the news
and feeling sad

so finding a link to schadenfreude
made me feel better

and i felt my empathy leaving

those people are going to suffer too
while they sing praises

and i feel like i'm going to laugh

they are our undoing, but theirs too
and they're pathetic
loving the enabler killing them

i am angry that things have come this far
but i will still laugh

as everything is destroyed

for spite is truly all that sustains me now

i would say i'm sorry
for being this horrible
but they don't deserve the high road
and i've stopped apologizing years ago

now i am to type to say who deserves what

who am i without that caring

what

do

they

think

i

am

it's all they see anyway
so i will be it
lacing that bitch up and stomping