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Blogging and Depression and Schedules

In addition to my favorite news feeds and the growing list of webcomics, I keep up with a lot of blogs. Remember when RSS was a lot more prominent? I still use that technology! And I'm still mad that Google killed GReader. As I caught up with my

The Little Things to Say

I've forgotten how to write to you. I've rediscovered some of my favorite music tracks. Maybe I should rejoin Last.FM. I had the best birthday in a long time: Korean BBQ, which I have never had, and karaoke. I love food and I love eating

TBT: a braindump from 201X

Note: Please be aware that I am doing a lot better now! This was just so... raw... that I felt compelled to post it here. So I realized an uncomfortable truth over the weekend, while we were off doing our own things-- and I did mine, and it was great;

A Hilarious Take re: "How I Got into Polyamory"

I did this instead of sleeping. Disclaimer: may not actually be funny. [Theater curtains pull back to reveal a tiny apartment. BF (boyfriend) and ME (me) are hanging out on the couch or something. I ignore the roaches.] BF: Hey guess what! You should totally see other girls because you&

An Outline: My Spirituality + A Hard Left Turn

"Decolonized ancestor worship." That was my first and immediate response to a partner's questions about my altar. A single candle was lit, fresh flowers and water, and the tablecloth recently replaced. It cast a soft light in my bedroom. If I felt something, I kept it

"Identity Diffusion. The eternal dilemma."

It's weird to wake up not knowing who you are. You do all this stuff, you enjoy these things, yet you still wake up wondering what your "thing" is. And in a strange show of wanting to feel included, you leave hints that you'd

A Playlist While I Am Depressed

I haven't been talking much. Or doing much of anything, really, beyond existing and feeling pretty bad ab-- Sorry. "Pretty bad" is a terrible understatement. I'm depressed. Capital D Depressed. Alanis Morissette, "Tapes" All these tapes in my head swirl around Keeping

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